Frenz

frenzz lets, define A fren=is someone who you know well and like,but who is not related to you.
i bet not all of you know this is the true meaning of a fren,~ but u dont know its u all alongg u might be reading it or maybe not? will slowly found out alright =D

I M Janalyn Bannavong and i have alot of fren, small'big'fat'plum'skinny'huge'black'white' ahHHhh all also got .[ROJAK]hey i may have fake frens i may have true'loyal and faithful 1
but i dont know only some i cherish some i treasure some tht is just a fren~just know them but not so close in contact.U maybe not know which catergory u are in ' some i made it obvious others just hidden . I've changed school so i kinda miss my old pals~ tho i dont admit it or show it much from my action and appeareance,not thtkinda person if u know me well~ ^^ but i cant spilt my perfect time to balance the frens i have now since i am off a diff world somehow,laugh my ass off =p.If i am richhh i would clone a few thousand me and just spilt all to one person at a time but sadly i am nottt.Some fren i may have hurt because i some how more pilih kasih or smth but overrall everyone is equal Xcluding my best fren she is off a diff story. HAHA! i may seem to always put her first' i may always text her or smthh when i have my phone with me, its because we both are off diff school so its hard to contact without meeting not like other ppl they have their best fren just rite* by their side in school 'eat together, ply together,pee together=,=,walk together' no~no`nooo me is not like tht , just sms evertime onlyy, i am trying to cut it down for my other fren some tht is always around me~ just giv it some time k, i dont wan lose another best fren anymore,not this timeee,,hell no` ><

Hope u accept my apologyy ^^, and lets hope things get better for all my fren yea~


PS=NATIONAL SIDERZZ** Dont Forget Me!!!!I'LLL be BACK =D
aNan@b~!!!


[J.B]

PARENTS

Urh-' ones again i slap the door and i just cry on my bed, asking wat the hell is the problem with my life??! why is it all so screwed up!!??, LIFE SUCK!!! why cant i have a life just like everyone else' why cant my parents be more understanding huh? How come wat i do is wrong to them.Going out is wrong!,Going to fren hse is wrong even tho when is the same sex as u,Going to parties is wrong,quarreling is also wrong and the funny thing i found out is tht parent always think that they are right even tho when they realize they are wrong they just wont admit their faults and the war will go on and on till the parents finally win, then they will feel happy and just ground you or send us to the room.Like where i am NOW typing it all down, how i wish they themselves write it so they can realize wat they are doing since like they dont have the damn time to look themselves at the mirror.They want me to help them in the shop, i do help around in the shop' in return i want to go out at least, not just school' shop' home' sleep.Even pet have a better life than this.trust me. I will obey them for they are my parents,yes i know but they cross the line so much.lets go a bit holy here*Even God will be angry for all the unreasonable action, God children is humble and will confess their wrong doings!!*Just applying tht they are wrong then let it be, ppl make mistakes is not shameful to make a mistake is a shame to not make a mistake. Well i am a teenage now and all teenage we just want to party at this kinda age is the only range of age we can enjoy till it comes to working and all the stressing stuff. i dont ask my parents to let me go out at night go do clubbing ah or disco or wat , just freedom at least go out ones a week Y_Y is it too much to ask for. If my parents life were not like how mine is i beg them not to torture my life to be like theirs cause i would so regret when i am old already and i will have tht burden to hate my parents for life.!

*Let all try putting ourselves in that person right now, how would u all feel' just tell me, go kill urself is a better living right? laugh out loud ' or maybe go crazy at the end or maybe i bet after reading u would say "i'll nvr be like my parent when i grow up' but hye who knows being breed like that u might not even know if u are just like ur parents next time *
-Not my Life, Just part of it-



=JaNberLyn=